taishel's OTPs

shizzosmynizzos:

My life is getting weird. I found out one of my close aunt has cancer. My ex is moving on. I’m a dumb ass for hurting her so much. I lost the best thing that ever happened to me. She understands me better than myself. She knows more about me than anyone in my life. I miss everything about us. I feel like I’m the only one hurting about the break up and it feels pathetic.I didn’t break up with her because I don’t love her anymore. I didn’t want us hating each other. We kept arguing and drifting apart. I got scared. I won’t find anyone so perfect for me. I feel like a large portion of my heart is lonely. My ex is changing, she’s stronger and bolder. She’s smart to not to make the same mistake thrice with me. Mhm.. deciding whether I should add another scar so that I will never forget this girl. Because seriously, I will never have something like that again. 

I didn’t sleep that much last night. I didn’t get to watch OUAT on tv because my mother was crying about grandma. So at 1 am, I was deciding whether to watch the season finale because my ipod was syncing. I was thinking, I will never fall asleep if I don’t watch the last episode but the good thing is that I get to look forward to watching it the next day. then i was like NAH fuck that, so I watched it. That episode was epic. I barely breathed in that episode. 

My comments:

• Emma having a flashback scenes from holding the book. (Why didn’t she have those before?).
• Regina made a sexy grunt noise as Emma grabbed her into a empty private room. 
• Emma believes Regina’s word over everyone.
• Evil Queen in her sexy outfits. (I don’t understand why she don’t use her mirror to spy on others. For ex: when Graham saves Charming..)God, I wish she pushed me against the wall like that with her magic. 
• My oh my, Charming fighting Rumpelstiltskin was..my oh my.  
• Mary and David scene. Mary needs to forgive David and accept him back. David..your tears runs down your cheeks perfectly. (THAT IS ONE EPIC DRAMATIC BACKGROUND MUSIC)
• Oh, when rumpel talks about his love (Belle), my heart ached for him even though I know she’s alive. 
• Emma and Regina walking together in Gold’s store. *sighs* so much Swan Queen emotions. (Can Gold stop getting up on Regina telling her that she can’t do anything). 
• Emma and Regina in the hospital, their conversation swoons me. Regina: “You know where to meet?” Emma: “Yeah, Don’t be late.” DON’T BE LATE TO YOUR DATE!
• HOLY FUCK JEFFERSON, you are one weird shit. What is wrong with you? You sneaky stalker. I didn’t like Jefferson and Regina conversation. R: “I’m done with you.” J: “B-b-but I’m not done with you.” Stuttering dude, she’s done. Get out of Swan Queen’s way. 
• August’s wooden body is weird. He has a huge head. 
• Emma asked some stupid questions. When Gold shows her her father’s sword, Emma: “What is that?” And when she stands in front of a unused library, Emma: “What is this place?”
• I assume in that small town..there is no other library but that one. 
• Swan Queen makes me giggle. Regina: “Would you like a tour or shall we get to it?” Regina was so cute in this scene. My advice to you guys: GET TO IT! GET ON WITH YOUR LOVE LIFE.
• Regina has a secret sex chamber dungeon and she wants Emma to get in. I am like that glass tree wall she touched: She can raise me up with just one touch.
• I’m confused. What did Regina tell Emma? What did Emma have to do? If it’s how to kill the dragon with the sword..she threw that away. Idk what Regina told Emma. 
• David and Maleficent scene. I wonder where she was when she was transforming into that HUGE dragon. Funny how he called her a witch and she was actually a dragon. ha. ha. 
• Emma fighting Maleficent. Emma, I’m scared for you, like literally. I wouldn’t even be mad if you ran to Regina’s arms crying. Emma, Why would you throw the sword and use the gun on a dragon. That doesn’t make sense. 
• Belle is free!! YEE I love her accent. 
• David is hot in his red outfit. 
• Emma shooting at the dragon. “Really?” Yes, really. Emma,  you pretty chill at fighting the dragon. You’re not afraid, scared or shocked.
• Snow’s funeral. Where’s red and grammy?
• Snow had a evil grin when she suggested to take over the kingdom. 
• What? Regina left? No way! …GOLD YOU SON OF A BITCH TRAITOR. Oh my, Regina is tied up. Emma should have taken her on that chair… Hehe, Regina’s face when she said Gold. So cute. 
• Aww, Regina and Emma looked like mothers running up those hospital stairs and hallway. 
• stop hating on her crying face. I want to hold her. Lana, too. You guys need to hug each other. 
• Yay for Rumbelle! 
• WTF REGINA! You are hugging the wrong person! Fucking Whale molesting Lana’s arm. Emma cries are perfect. It portrays her pain so much. People need to stop hating on her.
• …if Regina kissed Henry, he would’ve woken up too..I don’t think the curse is broken, I think it’s weaker.
• Blue fairy: “If I were you, your majesty, I would find a place to hide.” Bitch, you need to hide from all of Evil Regals and Swan Queen Nation.  You are going down. 
• Mary, you son of a gun. You want him back now that you remembered…you guys were supposed to love each other NO MATTER WHAT. 
• Oh my gosh. I want to hold you so badly Regina. 
• YAY FOR RUMBELLE! again. Why you no kiss?
• If the powers back, will Regina be in her evil queen outfits? I love her office outfits though.. :( 

Sorry guys, I talk a lot. Once again, just scroll past. I just need to get these stuff off my chest… mhm. 

WHAT AM I GOING TO DO WITH MY LIFE WITHOUT OUAT? Oncers, Evil Regals, Swan Queen Nation, if you’re surviving out there, How do you do it? I need survival tips. I’m dying. 

onceuponafanboy:

Aside from the obvious, of course. Skin Deep was brilliant. Robert Carlyle and Emilie de Ravin were amazing. Jane Espenson wrote it perfectly.

But while I was watching the episode, it kinda made me uncomfortable. Simply because, I felt the same as Rumple. I’m not a man. I’m a beast.

So when he took to screaming “no one can ever, ever love me”, it just…it completely killed me. I was like, yeah…that. It sounds sad, and pathetic, but that’s because it is. I’ve always struggled with self-confidence and self-image. I’m really strange, not handsome by any stretch, and overweight on top of it all. And I was really feeling awful when I watched the episode for the first time.

And it may sound silly, but watching the episode really did so much to help me out of how I was feeling at the time. So…I guess it sort of gives me hope in a silly, naive sort of way, just to see them love each other so much.

I meant to write so much more in this post, but I just can’t collect my thoughts right now.